Wishes in the Night – The Beloved (Audio)

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The night sounds rise and fall around me

As stars emerge from the deep black well

Fireflies dance on the edge of vision

As dusk gives way to the night

Coolness settles upon the land

Stillness settles upon my heart

Tiny pinpricks of light appear

Delicate, peeping through the black curtain

Now soft pearl glow cast across the silence

Each moment brings the detail into focus

So too my heart’s desire becomes clear

Defined against the backdrop of my soul’s quietude

My wish is for you

And my wish for you is me

That you might be filled with me as the emptiness of space

Is filled with glorious light

That I might be to you the peace

Which settles over the night calling nature to rest

A night with no bumps in the dark.

No fear of exposure

No longer watchful

Only rest and blissful surrender

And if I may not have this wish then my next would be

That you may see yourself through my eyes

Then you would not need my light to fill your night

You would know the power in your form, the elegance in your movement

You would know your beauty as a gift and light to this dark and troubled world

You are most desirable in all things

And from that place of confident rest your striving would cease

You would become a source of grace and hope

And would lift up all whom you touch

If I might be granted even my second wish

I would know that my life has had a meaning

For I have recognized the sublime among the ordinary

To have held such to my breast is to have lived

Fried Catfish (Audio) Have a Jazzy New Year

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Many times we look to the coming year with hope that it will be different somehow. Perhaps this year, this time something radical might occur. Perhaps in this moment we might be made new. And the year will morph around the newness that we are. If we would change the world it will happen from the inside out.

“If you would enter the Kingdom of Heaven you must become as a little child.”

Ten year old boy
Slowly carefully, ankle-deep in the water
Cool mud holds his bare feet
The smell of sunshine, and oak, and hay, and red worms, and water, and fish
The familiar sounds of Central Louisiana envelop him, crickets, crows, doves cooing and frogs
He is intent, focused, peering beneath the water’s surface seeking out the places they might be
Predator stalking predator
He is hunter, tan, lean, carrying his primitive tools
Cane pole cut, trimmed, line, hook, can of worms dug from the hill
Worm sacrificed, pierced through with hook
He swings a practiced, perfect arc
Dlop. . . the worms sinks before his prey
His heart pounds, excitement, an eye for any sign
At one with his tools, the cane and line and hook now a part of him
It extends him, makes him powerful, he now can reach into the water where they are
The slightest bump and movement of the line
Wait . . . wait . . . he tells himself, a lesson hard learned
He must succeed
He told his mother that he would provide
His hopes and his still innocent pride hung on that promise
Blood rushing he grips the cane watches the line straighten
Now quickly and with an authority beyond his years he sets the hook
He feels the fierce undulating weight at the end of his self
Cane arched, line stretched, tension but not too much
Give, take, don’t force it, she will come if you are patient, he told himself
The battle raged until she weakened and surrendered
She was glorious
His little heart soared at the conquest
His excitement, his trembling hands claimed her
He turned toward home, quest fulfilled
As he entered the kitchen the fragrance of frying potatoes and onions and pickles filled his lungs
He grinned as he held up his prize to Her
She smiled loving the boy and he was in rapture
Lifted up, hints of manhood pulsing through his veins
She was his world and she believed in him

Peace and Love and Liberty – Plato

50 Shades of Redemption (Audio)

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Art – Matt Chambliss

Like ink on paper subtly changes the fabric of the universe

Mark by mark, letter becomes word, word becomes sentence,

Becomes history, the story of what is or what was.

You are written into my story, my soul.

Each gesture, sound, fragrance, touch, and emotion you etched,

You inscribed upon the deepest part of me.

I am changed.  I am altered and will forever carry you with me, in me.

You are a part of every thought and inhabit the space between every breath.

You went with me to frightening places and I with you.

Together we transformed the terror into our soul’s Hallelujah!

And restless terrible longing found rest.

Light shined in, and defeated the darkness if only for an instant.

The source of the demons that plagued and haunted our dreams

Both waking and in slumber.

Sunflower

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Art – Matt Chambliss

Music –  “Sunflower” Paddy Sun

Sunflower

From the day of Her budding She has longed for the sun
Her being is drawn towards the light
The very core of Her aches for the life-giving warmth
In the night-time she hopes for a light to shine on Her
But all that shines is not the Sun
All that has warmth does not give life
So even though she may dance in the reflection and the distraction of the moment
She knows that it will pass
It will not beckon her to put down roots into the dark rich soil
She waits for the morning
She longs for Apollo that she might be made whole
Her face ever toward the sun, seeking the heat and life her Soul craves
Yet to see Her, to know Her is life-giving
The Sunflower is strength
A symbol of beauty and faith and life and vitality and intelligence
She already possesses that which she seeks, out There in the heavenly Sun
Orbiting Her eternally, yet never accessible
She does not understand that she is venerated like she does Apollo
She is longed for like the Sun
That there are those who turn and follow Her movements across their skies
Who mark their days by Her appearance and in Her leaving
Rest O Sunflower, put down your roots
Allow your blues, browns and golden facets to grace the green of your new growth
You are already everything you desire