Remembering is not living. Life happens in the now, in the moment.
To remember is, or can be, to put back together, to gather together fragments of experience in search of meaning.
To remember can also be a seduction, a trap, an endless loop that goes nowhere, leaching life from the body, the Soul.
Remembering can be an addiction used to forestall the coming solitude. Replaying overdone vignettes, searching through the same old scraps for sustenance.
But solitude is the only path which leads to the answers for questions too deep for words. Who would join me here? If only for a moment, or a day.
In the desert be mindful of the gifts you give. Save, guard your heart’s impulses. In dry places generosity can quickly evaporate accomplishing nothing.
Wait for a one who also knows solitude. There the seeds of care will sprout and its roots reach down into the wet depth of life.